I was hoping for you to read this.. ;

I know its been a while, and I know that you don’t give a fuck about how im feeling for you. That’s fine, I respect that. I just wanted to let you know that I really miss you.. And I know you moved on and everything but im still really stuggling.. \= I really don’t know why its so hard for me to let go. I’ve really let my self go ever since you left me.. I miss all tha comfort and everything, I guess I just really got used to it. I haven’t got through anything yet, but when highschool starts im hoping that I will. I can’t even accept tha fact that its over. My age, I don’t believe in falling in love, but I thought that I was in love with you when it was us. They’re just phases I guess. Im speechless and I really don’t know what to say… I won’t regret being with you tho, you made me very happy no doubt. And I appriciate everything you’ve gone through and did for me. At tha same time I hate you tho a lot.. I never thought that you’d walk away officially tho.. I guess I just got used to us getting back, but whatever happens happens.. Expect from tha unexpected homiieee. *