Cus im stuck…

Ugh, last night just came out of no where.. here we go again. im telling you i cant be with a guy who doesn’t know how he feels about me, who’s confused & has mixed emotions about me. i love you a lot, seriously & i know were young but it is how it is. i don’t wanna be a big head or anything at all even a thicked face but where else would you find a girl like me? who brings you food at your house when your sick, who takes you out with there family everywhere even tho its a family day, who makes sure you sleep early so you won’t get pimples & tired when you wake up in the morning. who sacrifices so much things just so he’s fine. I’ve never been serious about any relationship before, seriously. im in love with you & we’ve been through so much we can’t just let everything go like that. it’s about to be 1 year & 6months damn that’s pretty long. & even if your such an asshole i still manage to stay with you & even if im on my period and hella moody you seem to be so patient. that’s tha type of guy i wan’t a guy who’s not different a guy who fucks up a lot, weird but if it wasn’t for you how you felt & us fussing and fighting you wouldn’t be here i mean WE wouldn’t be here right now & i want you to know that i appriciate everything you’ve done for me, everything you’ve been through for me. im so glad we even got together though, just to let you know your the best i ever had.. & i want you to know how it feels like being without me no talk no see nothing at all. i know we can be good friends but i don’t want that right now, i wanna fix everything. it just hella hurts when i found out you lied to me. you can’t tell me shit straight up. im just so confused right now, crying my ass out about everything.. i might look so desperate but i need you babe.. i need you so much, & i can’t do this without you… cus there was never a guy who made me feel like this… im young & i don’t know what to do.. its just oyu got me stuck.. iloveyoubabe. 2408