Blaaaah;

CousinEric’s faggot ass left.. i miss him, its like last year he leaves all over again :( gonna see him when i go LA on the 2nd of july anyways. but yeaah, i got to the city like 12 30 or something from Greenfield. It was fun there & i actually miss it there a lot. Its so boring down here seriously! i spent the whole day eating and took a 6hours nap, ugh. Momma went to casino with Auntie and left me stuck in this house with dumb stupid gayass sister, not cool. she’s sleeping anyways. My family hasn’t been that happy like what i saw yesterday & the day before i mean NEVER. i was very happy, not all family was there but some were there. I enjoyed it, summer’s getting better & better. CousinSean’s coming down here on the 29th & fam too :D but heeey that’s my birthday! haha. anyways, i haven’t talked to babe this whole day yet.. were Okaaay now we talked on the phone lastnight but like he.. he got upset lastnight.. :/ i miss him a lot.. haven’t seen him for 3days. Oh wellll. haha, only 3days anyways. Hmm, no food right now, Gahdd at my aunties house i kept eating & eating. im tryna get taller&fatter so doesn’t really matter anyways. i feel blank and sad and happy and upset.. whatever. Kbyeee, im getting tireeed.

8more days until my birthday! lalalala. =)