August 2009
1 post
I was hoping for you to read this.. ;
I know its been a while, and I know that you don’t give a fuck about how im feeling for you. That’s fine, I respect that. I just wanted to let you know that I really miss you.. And I know you moved on and everything but im still really stuggling.. \= I really don’t know why its so hard for me to let go. I’ve really let my self go ever since you left me.. I miss all tha...
July 2009
7 posts
' things go by so fast.. '
YEAH , it really does . 2weeks ever since this happened so that means I’ve been crying myself to sleep for 2weeks now . Call me crazy , call me stupid , call me whatever I can care less. My feelings & im so sensitive.. I actually believe in tha saying ’ appriciate things while you have em cus when its gone that’s tha only time you’l notice it.. ’ its true except...
“ I knew I belonged to the public and to the world, not because I was talented or...”
" YOU " KILLED MY SUMMER >=[
You just let everything go like that, you don’t feel my pain cus i dont make you go through the things yu make me go through. FUCK EVERYTHING WE HAD, EVERYTHING WE’VE BEEN THROUGH. Im sick & tired of guys fcking handling girls like this. FUCK YOU NIGGA. who tha fck was here for you when no one was at ALL? ME , you even fucking told me. & this is CRAP FROM YOU i don’t...
Cus im stuck...
Ugh, last night just came out of no where.. here we go again. im telling you i cant be with a guy who doesn’t know how he feels about me, who’s confused & has mixed emotions about me. i love you a lot, seriously & i know were young but it is how it is. i don’t wanna be a big head or anything at all even a thicked face but where else would you find a girl like me? who...
bruhhder Jho. =)
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12: 55 AM
Ina:
nxgga gave it to me 12 times, yeeh yo' lil sisssa a G.
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12: 55 AM
Jhojitt:
dnt even wana hear dat
ahha
aahaha
only 12
ahahah
damnnnn
ahahaha
not yett
ur not no g yettt
G
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12: 56 AM
Ina:
haha shutup whatchu think you are ?
haha
im young your old theres a difference
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12: 56 AM
Jhojitt:
ahaha
nadaa
ahahaha
yeaaa sure
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1: 00 AM
Ina:
exactly dont be jealous cus you aint as sick as me
haha
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1: 01 AM
Jhojitt:
ahahha
ds girlll
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1: 01 AM
Ina:
yes i am a girl & it starts w. a G too !
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1: 02 AM
Jhojitt:
suree
shawttyyy
aahah
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1: 02 AM
Ina:
yours start widda B
=p
in you face !
haha
you aint nothing
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1: 03 AM
Jhojitt:
ahahaha
sure u aintt
either
ahahah
shwatyy
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1: 03 AM
Ina:
effffin faaag
haha
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1: 04 AM
Jhojitt:
aahhaha
Ahh.. =/
Ahh, i miss babe so much… =/ its been a week NO talk. he’s coming back on saturday tho’ i hate this…
+ best i ever had video is so stupid, on tha real tho’ hahaha. HELLA RANDOM.
June 2009
19 posts
Goodnight loves! =)
So today alex b, crystal, angela came over arrgh today was so emo for us though. Haha, we played chubby bunny I put 7 in my mouth and ading crystal put 8 and also fit 50 goldfish inside he mouth. LMAO yeah were weird. Me & babe made up today, =) good thing, he’s leaving for LA tomorrow for a weak which means he’s not gonna be here for my birthday.. Ugh, =/ I expected him to.. So...
adingcrystal, take me....
crystalrocks415: Yo yo yo
crystalrocks415: Whass wrong ateh ? Aha .
huunaayINAgoess: haaaay!
huunaayINAgoess: haha
huunaayINAgoess: biters be pissing me the fck offf
huunaayINAgoess: hoes hoes hoes hoes hoes hoes hoes
huunaayINAgoess: hahah
huunaayINAgoess: Mhmm
huunaayINAgoess: suuuuuupppp
huunaayINAgoess: ?
crystalrocks415: Liiiike who? Hahah
crystalrocks415: Lmao hela funny
crystalrocks415: Juss got done watchen movie
huunaayINAgoess: how was it?
huunaayINAgoess: haha
crystalrocks415: Goooood hahah
huunaayINAgoess: mm, i see
huunaayINAgoess: haha, where you guys going now?
crystalrocks415: Idono?
crystalrocks415: Aahaa
huunaayINAgoess: haha, Oh shxt i haven't be to idk yet!
huunaayINAgoess: take ME! ;]
huunaayINAgoess: haha.
crystalrocks415: Take yu yu where ? Hahaha
huunaayINAgoess: take me to idk duh!
huunaayINAgoess: haha
crystalrocks415: Haha take yuu too never land
huunaayINAgoess: hmm, i'd like that too =)
huunaayINAgoess: haha
huunaayINAgoess: right now? cus i'll go get ready!
crystalrocks415 is away (7: 58:40 PM)
Wooohooo! Ima take atehINA ouuut ! Haha . Ouuuut to never laaaand ! Naaah, she loves atehINA. Haaay! I love you adingcrystal. This bxtch is a muhhfckin mac tho ya'll know thass whassuupp! =)
crystalrocks415: Haha yes !
crystalrocks415: Lmao .
crystalrocks415: Hope yu ready when I pick yuu upp
huunaayINAgoess: haha, don't trip i will. do i need money for food or whatever wherever were going?
huunaayINAgoess: LMAO
crystalrocks415: Haha naaaah
crystalrocks415: Cos neverland is free ! Haha .
huunaayINAgoess: haha, kays good cus i only have 10 bucks xD
huunaayINAgoess: haha, whatever you saaay.
huunaayINAgoess: hmm, where you at? don't keep me waiting boo!
huunaayINAgoess: hah.
crystalrocks415: Haha im around the corner near there aha at the movies lmao
huunaayINAgoess: haha, oh woow.
huunaayINAgoess: nicee
crystalrocks415: Yesmaaaam
fuck off;
biters these days, i HATE girls ( not myself ) ! ugh, stick with boys cus they keep it REAL mhmm, fcking hoes! killing me with there asses, yuuuck. :p hard to know who to TRU$T now a days,Geeez.
GET A LIFE, KTHANKS :)
“’ I dont need no love commandments, I know how to love you. Cause loving you...”
– (via inasaaayss) (via daaaaana)
“’ I dont need no love commandments, I know how to love you. Cause loving...”
ugh, not in the mood
So today my momma was being a party pooper didn’t let me out & no friends over -__- so i had to cancel my damn plans,ugh! im sick =/ big ass headache i hate this, im not even in the mood either i wanna ugh idk why.. SlowJams you know? Mhmm, weather is not that nice today, Oh wellll. can’t wait for tomorrow! yeeeeeeh! =)
Goodnight loves! =)
Goodnight, it was chill today. i finally got to see sister Kristine today! =) long time no see & talk. Oh well, but yeah i miss you baby. 3days no talk your still at vallejo, you suck :( watching filipino shows with momma till i knock. Okaay bye. Hit you tomorrow hoe$.
“I was invisible until I got hurt
Every day was just another song
And the day...”
Goodmorning loves! =)
heeeey you! goodmorning(: i just finished cleaning and shower im waiting for bestfriend alex and ading angela to come over. im too lazy to go out -__- haha. hmm, im hungry! i miss baby so muhc :( we haven’t talked for 2days, cause his faggot ass is at vallejo & left his sk or he just don’t wanna talk to me? Oh well, haha. i wanna bake but at the same time i don’t, man i miss...
elll oh veee eeeee!(:
” i love him enough to try & give him the world if it was possible by ina lastimosa(: i love SheeenUGLYnuts so much. (:
“You come to love not by finding the perfect person, but by seeing an imperfect...”
Blaaaah;
CousinEric’s faggot ass left.. i miss him, its like last year he leaves all over again :( gonna see him when i go LA on the 2nd of july anyways. but yeaah, i got to the city like 12 30 or something from Greenfield. It was fun there & i actually miss it there a lot. Its so boring down here seriously! i spent the whole day eating and took a 6hours nap, ugh. Momma went to casino with...
bestfriend ANDRIAN DUQUILLA =)
’ longest blog i wrote & i feel good. btw, bff andrian’s reading this right now,heeeey best. i love you thanks for everything for the support. appriciate it alot, cus this guy has been there at my worst and never left like others out there.. Mhmm. buhbye. =) “
VVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVVV
venting...
Yesterday we were suppoae to kick it but then you told me you had practice when i stepped out the house. I curled my hair for you too for nothing so i decided to go to your practice cause i really wantedto see you.. Yeaah, i didnt get to talk to you as much cause you were busy but at least i got to see you.. after pracitce i said hi the only words you said was ’ what you do with alex at the...
summa. summa. summa;
summmaaa` haaaay! its been soooo fun lately. i’ve been out til hella late. seen babe a few times & kuya alex, mark, jett. mostly widd my cusins. ERIC’S faggot ass is back, but he’s leaving on sat agaib =( grrr.. this shit sucks. tha uppppp’ movie was funny&gooood. i loved it! =) bowling was fun, walking up those hills & bridge in stowlakes was fun too. Carnival...
dangggg.
HAVEN’T been on fa a while. im lazy too! hahah, i’ll continue laterrr -__- its summer, ima goina beo ut so ima be hardly on this! have a fun summaa’ kbyyeesss =)
life
“When I was five years old, my mom always told me that happiness was the key
to life. When I went to school they asked me what I wanted to be when I grew
up. I wrote down ‘happy.’ They told me I didn’t understand the assignment
and I told them they didn’t understand life. “
super villans.
adingANGELA: your a super hero
ME: your tha villan
adingANGELA: you saved the plate that was about to break.
ME: yaaaay!
LOL ^^^^^ CUS WERE THAT BORED! -___-
adingANGELA: im talkina LA! =)
ME: Oh! tell him i said haay & that tha cleveland`s are losing BOOOO!
adingANGELA: he said " the clevelands choked!"
ME: hahah, whoooree. Quuit hatin.
^^^ ALL about LEBRON JAMES&KOBE BRYANT baaaby! =)
JUNE here i come! =)
Ahh, its JUNE tomorrow. my month! im excited, i bet this month is goina be FUN FUN & FUN! =) im graduating sooooon. 6flags on thursday. dance on june 5. cousin eric`s coming bck? disney land if he comes. cousin thaaang. almost my BIRTHDAY too! May has been Okaaay, got into so much trouble but i was able to raise my grades & get my self straight & now for SURE im graduating on stage....
hopeful,
OMG,hopefully i they chose me for tha graduation speech thing. im SOOOOO scared right now,Ahh! haha.
May 2009
33 posts
lalalala,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY bffLA! =)
to do list before sixeight'09***
thanks,Maggie! =)
ilovemaggie:
YAY! Go ina, good luck! <3
inasaaayss:
-trim hair 1inch -die tips blond-ish brown. -Get eye brows waxed. -Get my shoes that fits with my dress. -buy black pants or else im NOT graduating on stage -___- -find out if i made it in tha speech thing for Graduation. thass bout it, im graduating! =)
OH! & btw....
btw, lakers made it to tha finals! =) YAAAAAAY! hopefully Cavs does too…
Mood:Upset. Sad. Worried. Excited. Hopeful. =/ =]
LALALALALALA, CUS IM COOOOOL LIKE THAT,HAHAHA.
(I KNOW IM WEIRD,ITS FUN! =)
bfore sixflags trip;
-shop for clothes, sun glasses & new pair of shoes! =)
to do list before sixeight'09***
-trim hair 1inch
-die tips blond-ish brown.
-Get eye brows waxed.
-Get my shoes that fits with my dress.
-buy black pants or else im NOT graduating on stage -___-
-find out if i made it in tha speech thing for Graduation.
thass bout it, im graduating! =)
HMMMMMM?
OH! ima cut my hair, then uhm die my tips blond ish brown.haha =)
stellakwong:
I think i’m going to cut my hair over the weekend. Well i only really wanna cut my bangs. My bangs are too long now. And i don’t like long bangs. I think it’s ugly. I miss my side bangs:/ I want it back. So i’m thinking of cutting it this Saturday or Sunday. I mostly think i’m going to cut it on Sunday. Or i should...
crappy day.. =/
thanks,Maggie! & yuuumm chinese food! :)
ilovemaggie:
Aw ina, feel better!
inasaaayss:
Ughm i hate it when this happens with me & babe =/ … we didn’t talk the whole day! Until afterschool.. cus of me, i guess.. Over little things.. i hate fighting&fussing with him, it hurts… its just the fact that im really scared that it’ll be over again.. i wanna be with him, be with him...
&&&;
” im not scared to love you & get hurt, im just scared to lose you.. ” =/..
crappy day.. =/
Ughm i hate it when this happens with me & babe =/ … we didn’t talk the whole day! Until afterschool.. cus of me, i guess.. Over little things.. i hate fighting&fussing with him, it hurts… its just the fact that im really scared that it’ll be over again.. i wanna be with him, be with him forever.. i miss him so much right now.. =/ ugh.. hope we get this over...
& another one;
” Effffff! * Never thought that something i REALLY wanted would hurt this bad.. “
* F A C E, R E A L I T Y cus it`s L I F E & you have to D E A L with I T! *
— & it`s T R U E.
****;
” Sometimes what you really WANT isn’t what you need.. “
Soooo..
Soooo, its something about you i can’t let go i just don’t know what it is. Give What You Deserve to get but im NOT getting anything im giving back.. Not a big deal, i’ll be fine. I put myself into situations i know i can’t hadnle & yet i still complain. i HATE that about myself. Whatever though. Its just i want everything to go back the way it used to be & i know...
Cleveland vs Orlando.
Efffffff! cleveland lost by 2 points. they had an over time thoe` but still they shouldah won. Lakers game tomorrow cant wait to watch. DANA reblog if yu read this :D BS! haha, but yeah, Orlando is good too, whatever i HATE too much. i lalala like LebronJames yeaaass baby that`s whassup! hah, look what bordem can do to you. hah, Kbyyeees!
bordem kills. -___-
stop making me jealous! who bought it? haha.
ilovemaggie:
omergard. i didnt have popeyes in years. :P THE STEAK WAS SO F’IN GOOOD
inasaaayss:
OMG, loser. i had popeyes thoe! =) haha. effffffff maggie`s steak. =p
ilovemaggie:
Muahahhahaha. Im gonna eat now. :D:D:D So brb. I GOT YUMMY STEAK. MM SO GOOD. Iloveyoutooina. (=
inasaaayss:
haha ME! Geeez. But like yeaah, Oh wow. haha, fatass! dont...
bordem kills. -___-
OMG, loser. i had popeyes thoe! =) haha. effffffff maggie`s steak. =p
ilovemaggie:
Muahahhahaha. Im gonna eat now. :D:D:D So brb. I GOT YUMMY STEAK. MM SO GOOD. Iloveyoutooina. (=
inasaaayss:
haha ME! Geeez. But like yeaah, Oh wow. haha, fatass! dont be lazy Maggie! laaazyybutt =p
ilovemaggie:
Wow, whoes ever too busy to eat? i would cook for you, but im too lazy, and your too far, and my...
bordem kills. -___-
haha ME! Geeez. But like yeaah, Oh wow. haha, fatass! dont be lazy Maggie! laaazyybutt =p
ilovemaggie:
Wow, whoes ever too busy to eat? i would cook for you, but im too lazy, and your too far, and my mom is hogging the kitchen.
inasaaayss:
haha, i knoe how cute right? & i will eaaat, later im downloading songs. haha. cook me food! =)
ilovemaggie:
they kissed! so cute. (=
You fail...
bordem kills. -___-
haha, i knoe how cute right? & i will eaaat, later im downloading songs. haha. cook me food! =)
ilovemaggie:
they kissed! so cute. (=
You fail then! GO EAT! haha/
inasaaayss:
— haha she just told me, OMG im sooo bored buhh MORE hungry! haha.
ilovemaggie:
Ooo; Dont be worried haha! Its about her lover! HAHA
inasaaayss:
Cus i went to crystal`s birthday party! Geeeez,haha. ONG gela juss...
bordem kills. -___-
— haha she just told me, OMG im sooo bored buhh MORE hungry! haha.
ilovemaggie:
Ooo; Dont be worried haha! Its about her lover! HAHA
inasaaayss:
Cus i went to crystal`s birthday party! Geeeez,haha. ONG gela juss texted me widd 2 exclamation points or mark whatever,hah & im worried cus she never does that! damnit angela. & Oh watching basketball game. Hby?
ilovemaggie:
Haha,...